Foolish .

I was freaking out the whole time that I walked from my gate to the end of the street. I tried to keep my pace steady. Nervousness and anticipation overwhelmed me. Each step that I took towards my heart started beating faster and faster. I tried to fix my eyes on something but my preoccupied mind would not let me do so. Okay, Im fucking upset now!


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Wouldn't trade it for the world .

Relationships come with a lot of tribulations. We fight, we yell, we get jealous, we cry, we feel pain, we hurt, we scream, we get frustrated, we get angry, we get upset, we break up and our emotions take us over. So why do we do it? Why would we want to feel not just sad, but truly hurt, sad to the point where your whole body hurts just because of one person, sad to the point where you feel empty when everything falls apart, sad to the point where your heart aches for the company of that being. I’ll tell you why I do it, its because besides all those moments when your stupidity gets in the way of what your truly feeling and you “fight”, the moments when you are truly loving someone are the most touching, astounding, magnificent moments you will ever experience. When two people are just loving each other its magical. And to those of you who are to scared of getting hurt and too scared of the baggage that comes with relationships, let me tell you this, having someone you love and having them love you back is a feeling that you can not substitute. Having someone look at you with such a deep emotion is remarkable. Having someone touch with so much care brings a feeling of weightlessness throughout your whole body. Having someone whisper they love you feels like they screamed it. Having someone to hold your hand at all times just feels special. Having someone to be your best friend and be loyal to you and never lie to you feels so safe. So yeah, relationships suck, breaking up hurts, but having that someone that you feel so comfortable with, someone that you let inside your soul, someone that lets you inside theirs, someone to talk to at all hours during the day, someone to laugh with, someone to fall asleep with, having someone that is your other half for whatever amount of time you are together, is true beauty and I wouldn’t trade it for the world.


- ♥♥♥

cheers .

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Live my life ; Love my life .

Alohaa beautiful earthlings!!! Im fucking cheerful recently. Sorry for the language,but hell, I seriously dont know how to shout out my feeling. Forgive me okay? Please dont mind :) hehehe. Celebrated my darling's birthday on 22mac. Nothing much special,but I love the moments we gluing together, this is nothing beautiful than this. 23mac, Im seriously moody that time and feel like vomit when see some chicks's holy terror shit faces. When I get my result, I feel like ''WTH??? SERIOUSLY???'' The result was freaking perfect than I imagined during this 3 months ago. I ran like a gorgeous leopard out from school because mama was waiting me in car. Fyi, Im a lazy girl indeed. I burnt midnight oil before 2 months before I sit exam. Can you imagine? I used 2 months to read all of the subjects within 2 years. Im fucking proud of myself!!! ''Mama, I tried my best!!! Nah my result and thank you so much dearest mom! '' I can see the touching teardrop from her eyes. I hug my result and sleep tightly that night. Actually my result was dropped seriously during Form 2 & 3 caused by privacy problem. I remembered that disappointed faces from my parents. Right now, I did it!!! Dearest god, I can feel your bless all the time. Thank You and I swear upon my name that I will be more positive from every side to become a perfect girl and wont let the person who loved me feel disappear again.


I PROMISED.


Here some pictures sharing :-

Lets off to beach!!! :D
Ciaoo.


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A desperately afraid day - 93' members

Best of luck to all of you guys and girls, 93' members. Wish all of you get a flying colour result, and same for me too. Please decide a best way to go to have a brightest future! GOD BLESS ALL! :)


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The tiredness spread my body .

Okay. Here you go. Im learn driving today. The weather is hot like hell and it burns my skin painfully. I feel like cry and shout loudly!!! Damn the weather.. My sweat flows all over my body and I feel like faint seriously. So right now, Im waiting for my license L. Hope everything afterwards will going smoothly and all the best to myself! :)
Reached home at 4:15pm. I turn on the aircorn in my room and lying on the floor. :( My whole body was very pain and asthma finds me again. FML. But I need to strong, because I already promised boyfriend that we want to jogging at evening. I changed my exercise suits and buy a bottle of 100 plus while waiting for him. Thanks boyfriend for understanding and he cares me all the time. I love the time we exercise together but sorry because I waste too much time for rest. Forgive me, darling. :(
When I have nothing to fall back on, Love becomes the savior. When I have nonsense things to say, Love speaks and yeah, it makes sense to me. Love is magical, it gives me the power of life,to live,to bravely face the misery. Walking through darkness and hold the light, it makes me tougher,better,happier, and REAL HAPPINESS. ♥

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We are back!

Helloooo lovely earhlingss!!! My boy and I are back from Kuantan finally with dead tired body. Hell. We had my favourite Sushi King at first,and then I accompanied him to have a hair cut at Maroon. I wished to do hair extension at that time,but time was not allowed. LMAO. I swore will go again soon. hehehe. My boyfriend has a cute look on his head. He kept asking me about his hair,and he scared to look younger because he is trying to be more man right now. He wanna be a right man for me and let me feel good when be with him. *shy* Darling, don't you know? No matter what else what look, you're always a perfect man for me,no doubt. I just love who you're, so don't try to change anything cause of me akay? I bought two tees for myself and mama from Giordano. He asked me to buy size S to show up my perfect body shape. haha okay here you go, i just wear it when beside you ya? Lol. We also bought a pair of couple slipper from Tropicana Life. I like the design because it looks cute. :) We had a tea-time before we back. I ordered mango pudding and two pieces of chicken wings! They are my favourite, especially chicken wing. I always order it at Pizza Hut or Jalan Alor which located at KL. While waiting for our foods, I make an excuse from him to leave awhile. I make a beautiful lie and said i wanted to go toilet. I ran quickly to Starbucks and buy a Tiramisu cake. I walked back to the restaurant and he quite angry with my weird action. I take out the cake and say Happy Birthday in advance hubby, and give him a deep kiss. He looked touch and speechless. He gently caress and stroke my hair. Hmm Im feeling elated. *turning my head askewly and give a sweet smile* :) I lie on his shoulder and said :'' Darling, I wish to celebrate your birthday every year as usual, may I? '' He knocked my hair and answer me sure and just wanted celebrate every birthday with me. I can see a truly insight from his eyes and answer him a kiss on his hair. Huh god, can you bless this sweet couple last forever? I just can't lose him once...

Give a beautiful ending for our lovely tirp. :)
The next, Gambang Water Park? :DD



-xoxo.lynn

Oh Yeah!

Hee-lloo!!! Relative was passed away. mmm Rest In Peace. After done my stuffs at there, then my wolffie boyfriend comes find me straight at my place. So about the wishlist that i posted last few days, yeah sucess! Papa mama i love you much much muchhh, thanks for understanding and everything at all. I seriously need a break before the result posts out. You know,after this i will find my way with powerful mind and so on. So i need to charge energy for my tiring body. Boyfriend was just back home,umm but sorry,im starting miss you again. :P For your information, we are heading to Kuantan tomorrow! hee hee heeee..Arghh the shopacholic is finding me again, im addicted. Shopping shopping shopping, dating dating dating..I love Friday damn much, i love boyfiee the most. *sniff* :) xoxo.
So, night night earthlingsss! Have a beautiful Saturday, enjoy the day with your loved one to the max! Boyfriend needs to carry this dead body to bed already. Sleep okayyy? :D Ciaooo,have a good good night!


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simplicity love .

Hello hello!!! Skip one day, and im here right now hehehe, with super excited! :)) Passing my day kinda fun, with family, and with the love one mostly. Tonight is seriously extra-ordinary for me. I just like the way we are, like the way we looked like, like the way we catched up our lips. The feeling of wild happiness make me can't stop smiling. Omigoshhh, it's just too sweet right? youstupidbabiweirdo, how do i live without you? You are a mr.right since the first time i looked into your eyes, you gave me a smile, and our heart match together. Arghh i can't wait to bite you again tomorrowwww! :)

Live your life before it's too late. Love the one before you feel regret for lost him. Im happy like cutie panda right now. Guess what? FML, dark circle!!! :( Haha anyway, i love the great feeling tonight. My every inner organ is like sheeted by colorful rainbow. The last, i have a wishlist and needa complete it tomorrow. arghhh god bless me, begging for Your mercy again. *closing eyes, praying praying and praying*
SHARE OUT YOUR LOVES TODAY PEOPLES! (:


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beautiful saturday !

Ehemm.. Good afternoon earthlings! No doubt, im still in a pretty mood. Now i know, i need to cherish every second in my life, i won't do any suck thing before 2012 is coming. rofl. or 21 may huh? :( Anyway, just let it be.. I passed every single second with every beat of my heart, sincerely. I helped anyone who needs for help. So, the doomsday really doesn't matter for me, none of my buisness. :) I care my earth with loves. Recycling, less turn on the electrical stuffs and so on. I did it!
Okay..here's some memories, let's pictures do some talk :-

Enjoy our times at McDonald with much of lovess. :)

Grandpa's birthday!

Had dinner with relatives..

Pray hard for Japan!!!

God please, im begging for Your mercy...

Byebyeee! Have a beautiful weekend peeps.. :DD


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let it be .

Seriously upset now. :'( Uncle, Rest In Peace. He's my bestie's dad and my dad's best friend too. This tragedy was too accidentally, no reason. Totally agreed with a sentence that i heard just now..*YOU WON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TOMORROW* So the conclusion is, we needa cherish our love one and everyone besides us. Don't simply hurt them and make them disappointed before it's too late. They said, "you never know what you have got until it's gone." Well in reality, you knew what you had the whole time, you just didn't think you would lose it. Anyway, cherish, cherish and cherish.

p/s: SJX, be strong kay? You still have a gang of friends right here, you're not alone. ♥

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cpy, happy 18 in advance!

Hillo!!! Guess what? Im still in a prettay mood. sob sob. :P Had fun with handsome baobao and sweetay xinxin yesterday. We chit-chatted and gossip here and there. Enjoy our fun times at the peak! I will miss you sweetay xinxin and take good care of yourself over there! *KEEP IN TOUCH* Don't forget me, soulmate and ping pong best partner ever! :) Thanks my boyfriend fetched me return home and we had a lovely time before i catched off from his car. So god, may i pass everyday kinda fun? i begging You. *closing eyes and keep praying*


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blah blah blah .

hello peeps! passed this few days with laugh and for sure, love. at first, i passed my exam for driving test and i got a high marks indeed. :) enjoying my days with lotsa fun. uppsss i have no idea about the result. does anyone knows the date for the result post out? idk. different peoples different answers. lol. huh just break it away! i wanna show up some pictures. =D

opps! my coffee mocha was too much cream top.

i love starbucks!

my loves. =)

urgent! i'm finding high-heel. which nicest?

million thanks to babe amy because bought my lovely thingy for me from korea.

ily!

darling, congratulations! am preparing your biggie surprise!

be patient sayang. (:

so the conclusion is,i filled my days with colorful and the coming days will always be the happy one for me, hopefully.


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he's so sweeeeeet

webcam with the love one yesterday. well unbelievable, we are wearing our couple's T. it really shocked us because we didn't discuss before. hehehe. we are so sweeet :)

♥

                                                             

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