Sunday, February 27, 2011

CONGRATULATION!

SENLIANG, CONGRATULATION!!!
Wish you have the best one in future and all the best to you. :)



- ashlynn. via. 1449

Saturday, February 26, 2011

最后一次,给亲爱的你。

对你来说,部落格是什么?对我来说,我的部落格是在我偶尔闷闷不乐时发泄一下;开心时来分享一下;没灵感或闷惨时,去看一下别人的部落格,拷贝一些我欣赏的文章。那是我的生活点滴,那里面包涵了我的心情和一切我喜欢的东西。这就是我的空间,你有意见吗?恭喜你在这么温馨的家庭里成长,也恭喜你父母把他们那么可爱的一对宝贝调教的是如此这般的好,原来她们教育是多么的伟大。恭喜你们!

我不一样。从小到大,一切都是我自己来。爸妈早出晚归,有时连沟通的机会都没有。幸福的你是否了解这种生活?肯定不吧。所以我欣赏一些成功的人,就是那些人让我有股激动想向他们学习。我没人调教,一切都是自己学习出来。就拿演讲来讲好了。我如何有此成就?就是因为我学着一些人发音、观赏很多人比赛。所以我成功跨进全国届。从小到大,我成功做一些事或在哪项比赛得奖了,我都会感觉特别骄傲。因为没人懂我在背后付出了多少,流过多少寂寞的眼泪。抄袭,当然是不对的行为。我也有读过书的。可是我正在学习,我欣赏些有才华的人。当我拷贝时,我从没到处炫耀说这是我的亲笔作品,我脸皮没这么厚,我人没这么没品,而且也没人因此而赞过我呀。我这么做仅仅是为了喜欢。朋友,有些事不能只往自己的角度去想,试着体谅别人,试着站在别人的立场想为什么那个人要这么做,因为不是每一个人都像你这么的幸福,不是每一个人都像你这么的光彩。我,并不没有那么犯贱。我,并没有那么险恶。真的。我识分是非对错,我识分青红皂白。谢谢你教我的词汇。rob应该是劫的意思吧?所以我还以为可以间接的说劫了我的心。对不起哦。我并没有刻意做傻的去改,给人闹笑话没关系。因为那是让我站起来更向上学习的动力。不写bedtime的原因是因为字太长了,我想要我的部落格题目是一气呵成,不想要一个题目就要用到两行,我觉得不好看。怎样,我解释完了。你的感想如何?亲爱的,别以为这世界欠了你。当你辱骂别人时,你往往没想到事实其实不是那样。我每次看到你诉说你有多想念你的他。如果是以前,我肯定会说,哇需不需要这么恶心?可是抱歉,我并没有那样。我反而微笑说,哈原来你也尝试过思念一个人的痛苦,因为我也是过来人啊!所以我还会有点失落呢,因为那种感觉每天都在强烈的弄糟我的情绪。因为了解,所以体谅;因为宽容,所以开朗。谢谢你说的这一切,谢谢你也让我有这股冲动长篇大论,纸巾也因为眼泪浪费了很多。心情总算舒缓了。总有一天,我会让你看到正发光发亮的我,我会让你对你说过的话深感后悔。同时,我也会感谢你,我的恩人。

还有对了,射手座的我是热爱自由。麻烦你给我点呼吸的空间好吗?


- ashlynn. via. 2152

Friday, February 25, 2011

闷 爆 了 !

闷热的下午,无所事事,又来部落格报到啦!
能做点什么呢?真的好无聊。
好想去游泳、吃寿司、SHOPPING、看电影等。
啊,我会不会太多要求了啊我?

最近大家都在忙些什么呢?
工作?闲逛?上课?
我的生活倒是挺乏味的。
醒来了吃,吃了就上网,之后和亲爱的闲逛,然后又再睡。
好无聊哦 ( / _ \ )

最近都在追着很多戏剧,蛮精彩的!

- 犀利人妻
- 温升豪和隋棠主演
- 名句:“女人最怕的三件事:撞车、撞鬼、撞小三!”


- Only You 只有您
- 蒙嘉慧在剧里超巴辣的,不过也蛮可爱。


- 韩剧 dream high
- 教你如何追求梦想,女主角的生活还真可怜。





- ashlynn. via. 1513pm.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

love lovee loveee.


my night has become a sunny dawn because of you. your kiss are immortal. you are the one who only can give me "the passion". your words are my food, your breath are my oxygen,you are everything to me. all the things i want to say can find no voice. then in silence, i can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.

p/s: the peoples who in the picture not us. heheee :)


-ashlynn. via

Saturday, February 19, 2011

thank you, heart-rob.

hello hello. what i'm going to say? valentines. we spent the night on the beach and chit-chatted. i lying on his legs and he kept touching me all the time. i don't want to say more detail, but you know, this is the best valentine for me. hehehehe :P




To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more
Notes: The time to love is short.

- and yeah, this is the sentences we told to each other at the same time.
- hubby, thanks for gave me much more confident to stay strong and patience.



-ashlynn. via. 1115.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

should i give up on love, or die trying?

love is something wonderful, so they say. and i've trusted them, until right now.
"it comes when it comes," my very-much-in-love-friend said with a smile. "i didn't search for it, it came to me." she flashed another smile. those two sentences felt like a knife through my chest. so, i'm just supposed to wait? i don't want to wait no more. i've been waiting and searching for many years. i want to be able to continue feel, touch and taste the "love" that is supposed to be out there. because love, that is what i've answered when people ask what i think life is all about. but now i don't know anymore. because i can't keep hoping, waiting and praying for it to appear forever. because then i will die without having to experience life, since the whole meaning with life is just that- love. it hurts for me to realise that love is all around me but somehow i'm not even allowed to have a tiny, small piece.
but i know, you are crying too. let me just spread out my feeling nonsensely.

should i give up on love, or die trying? i wanna say sorry to everyone who loves me because i'm thinking of suicide once. i needa deep breath now. ciaoooo..




-ashlynn. via. 2316.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

hubby, i'm feeling losttttttt

i imagine you'll appear out of nowhere. i'll be sitting on a chair with a beautiful scene but tears. i imagine i'll be surprised in the expected kind of way, look back at you and shake my head because i'm tired. tired of everything, but mostly tired of being without you. i believed that you will say four sentences: ''wait me back, dear.'' and we will cuddling each other whole night before you leave. i will desperately hold back my tears, and then i will give you a deep kiss and say i will be strong.

three months. i have imagined this everyday. the nightmare woke me up every single dawn. so any human who being with my boy can help me take care of him? and girl, please care your attitude if you know what is love, if you know my keyboard is full of tears, if you know how fast my heartbeat working.

I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU .





-ashlynn. via


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

is back finally with the mess inside my heart tidied and cleaned-up.

the conclusion is, hk and macau are the places fun to travel. there are rich of foods, shops, and etc.

so, enjoy my picture-showing. :)



























-ashlynn. via