goodbye malaysia !

tomorrow 0800 flight from klia to hkia. passes cny in hong kong and macau. bloggie will not update about one week. so, take care everyone and happy chinese new year in advance. miss ya d-: !
lol. i found some pictures which in hong kong and macau from google. can't wait for it. (:

- hong kong skyline.

- city - of - dreams.

- casino lisboa, macau. i still can't enter lmao! =(

-venetian macau, casino shops.

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soak up every second .

i was someone else's when you came into my life. however, i knew from the first time we hung out that you were meant for me. now you've been mine for 45 months. i don't know how we made it through that first year, seeing as all we did was fight. but you believed in us, more than i did. i often wake up and wish that we could fast forward start our lives together. but when i really think about it, why rush? you're mine forever, might as well soak up every second. i never wanted to be one of those people who married their high school sweetheart, but things have a funny way of working out. so here's to loving you more with every beat of my heart. ♥

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the wonderful night .

well. we shared the perfect night. i actually think that it was one of the best nights of my life. it wasn’t perfect because you’re such a great guy or because I was in love with you or anything, it was perfect because I really needed that at that time. i had spent too many days, weeks, months and years thinking that I would never be loved, no one I was interested in would ever show any interest in me, and then you came along. shaking your hand and drowning in your eyes, was just perfect. like a scene from a movie, or a chapter in a book. hell, i'm fainted for love. :P



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K E E P Y O U R M O U T H S H U T !

- you're annoying! so can you please keep your mouth shut? thankeww million muchhh =)



the simplicity of love .

a text message woke me up this morning. it is beautiful. it should be shared. sometimes i just love the simplicity of love.

-Plan for you, lets spend our lives together and age, but never get old. -


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please cherish your love one !

saw an accident in front of my shop just now. okay my heartbeat still beating darn fast. hell, i needa calm, CALM! a driver with proton wira was driving too fast, he can't stop fully in the time and crash a motorcycle. the important is, the peoples who on the motorcycle are an old man and an old woman. damn! the old woman was sit behind her husband and she fall down from the motorcycle. her head was blooding and her husband cuddling her and shouted for help. luckily an ambulance pass by, and i ran off to hug that old woman into ambulance. i guess that pair of old couple already 70++. can you imagine an old man cry till hard to breathe? i can do nothing, nothing! damn that fuckin' proton wira's driver, he drove away when he crashed that motorcycle! how can he did like that? arghh i feel like take a gun to shoot his brain LMAO! god, i sincerely wish that old woman is alright now. i beg Your pardon okay? i will do much more good matters to return everythings. i swear, swear upon my name. grandma, idk what your name, but as long as my bless still working, don't worry, you will freaking alright! be strong ya! T___T

                                 - so, please cherish your love one before it's too late.


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beloved sista , happy 21st !

just passed a memorable party with family, love one and friends. :) that's my beloved sista's 21st party. so, hope she has a sweet 21 and everythings around her will going smoothly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE =D

- beloved family.

                                                                       - siblings.





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mama , please freakin' stop it !

-i love freedom. mama i want F-R-E-E-D-O-M !

                                 - am addicted to you, SPONGEBOB's SQUARE PANT =D

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take a deep breath , baby ash .

whaaayyyy? i'm hyper-exhausted but can't fall asleep? lying on my princess bed, but just keep thinking of some hella thingy. oh seriously damnnn! busy cleaning my new house because has an event on 21st, friday, my beloved sister's adulthood birthday. but that's all are okay for me, just mama keep talking shit out there, keep bebel! damn, i seriously don't know what she's wanna. maybe she's not enough trust me? hehh whatever.. i'm feeling effing sick being here. but just because my beloved sister, i stay. i tried to make lots of surprise during her big day, tried to grace the house, preparing foods, karaoke. seriously, i'm good in design. but mama why you have to stopped me and make me feel sympathetic? what the heck you want actually? tell me straight okay? i know you're busy in working, but i didn't need your help or beg you something what. anyway, tell me. just tell me what you want, your feeling. i will always be here for making a perfect ending. =)

- darling, i miss you so much. D:

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let me happy, even just for one second.

teehee teehee teehee. guess what? i fulfill one more wishlist, high-heel shoes with leopard's colour. and more, i got a new perfume from hubby. it's darn expensive! i feel shy to receive it, because it's really too expensive la weyyy. for your information, i'm not a girl who loves money. but if they come from my hard work, then yes for sure. just feel like uncomfortable with some crazy girls being with their boy just cause by money, value. i really can't accept kinda attitude. rofl. love for me, the feel, the happiness. nothing can counted by money. don't you think so? anyway darling, i appreciate it lots. can't wait for your back. but before that, study hard for your two more tests ya. ily ! d :

                                                     -  heheee!

                                         -thanks again, dear.

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it's okay , take care .

so, everything i done must has the own reason, for sure. i wrote something about you at fb just because you said me was a pity copy cat after i share out a picture from you. don't you feel anger when someone talked you that way? okay, facebook is public anyway. share out anything from friend just a normal action i think. in addiction, i just found from someone that you still talking cock about me out there. so, you pissed me off and i feel disappointed on you. i swear to myself that you become a latest admirer in my list since that apologize, but the news about the heck you talked about me. i just feel like dying and can't even understand what's wrong from me. or, would you think someone tried to backstab our friendship once? you won't know who's that, but for me, yes. i will not say out her name because she's one of your bestie. and for sure, i heard it by my own ears. everything just happened with no reason, this is life. for sure, no need your trust about what i talked. just move it on. blah, just whatever. lazy for explain. the conclusion is, thanks for your reason and i already understood all. i just swear upon my name that i'm sincere at all. just thanks and the last time i tell you, you are a perfect fighter and maybe enemy for me, but no more from now. <3 byebye thorn. =D


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you are a pretty gee when you hugging me, form 2 .

got a moment i feel like, hey whatsup with the holly before? you are just too nice in everything, friendly, nicely, prettayy. when you said sorry and give me a cuddle, yes i put down all. seriously and swear. i said millions nice word about you, anytime everywhere. i am a girl who easily touch and trust. no matter what happened, i will trust you at all since you gave me a 'sorry'. everything will gone and everything will delete automatically. but what's the reason for the war afterwards? seriously, idk. never feel like backstab you, never. but just the moment you treat me unfriendly, and sorry because i can't just speechless when someone treat me that way. sorry, i can't. you know, reconciled. i done nothing but someone suddenly treat me like that, and no reason. wondering why, still wondering why. and ya, i am looking up on you. you are an admirer for me. so would you say copy cat again? don't you feel happy when someone admire you? when someone copied something from you, they mentioned that it just too nice, so grab it. that's not copy cat. don't you think so? no matter torture or anything else, i just hope a reason, a reason for the war between us. every matter has the aim and conclusion. no matter between us or between with my boy, the reason is the top rule in my life. you can't just do anything through your hunger. give me a reason first, please. mature, i believe that i never lose it than you. i'm not a happy girl, many challenges within my life. i fought them by strongly strongly heart. the thorn was already taken since a decade ago. the left is, reason.

p/s: sincerely wish g and c have a wonderful date, and sorry for my poor english. i agreed with that. but let me learn much more from fault, i wanna be a right person that everyone wished to be.


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mama, ti amo. happy 47th !

happy 47th mama! i love you more than you can imagine. just, for sometimes, vexatious. you did everythings throughout your feelings. and sometimes, you just act like grumpy. but maybe, you are tiring with your works. so both of us can accept it. mama you just like an angel in our family. fetch us to everywhere, submit all the payments such tuition fee, new T, and everything. your second princess wanna give you a billion sorries for being rude, no maness, disobedient and done everything that make you anger. i am just like a rebel bullshit and make everyone unhappy with me. but, i am changing it day by day. the day longer, the day maturer. mama i love you, cheers.

- a cheese cake from me. d-:

- sista, me and beloved mama.

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you're my heart, you're my soul.

wawww why life just like freaking bored? just spent about thirty dollars for some magazines and a novel. they are my favourite tee-heee! suddenly get a flashback about my past 2010. there's too many highlights and lowlights within my life. i met a crazy sick girl and she fucked up my whole-year life. she's just fuckin' sick since primary school and let me feel unwell. too many guys kept talking about the reason was she envied that i'm prettier than her? muahahaha. yeah you get it, if yes. the sweetest memory was the time i being with my boy. celebrated his 21st, our 3rd anniversary, mid-autumn festival and the new year eve. and i met his coll's friend, vincent teoh zing keat. he's just too nice in talking and presence, and thanks for your treat for bbq-plaza. :) suddenly have some sick feelings about my life. when should i continue my education, work, marriage, babies? life's just too crazee. once you get happiness, once you fall from the top. so ego, is the anti attitude in my life. everything just can't going smoothly, for sure. this-is-lifee! needa some great things, but i knew that they are actually not working. just too sad but you know, undeniable. darling, you are my perfect man, husband at all. the great feelings of glorious and bizarre is the time you caring of me, hugging me and kissing me. miss the time when i lying in your arm, tearing the same time, talking bullshit and honeystar. i'm just love the way you are. kayy, gotta bed and have my baby novels, waiting my sweetheart doing revision. so, all the best to you darling and may god bless you.

                                         nah, they accompany me right now.
                                                    sweet dreams everyone!

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life is a broken winged bird that can't fly .

okay first, i would like to say hello 2011 hello blogspot hello everyone. this is the second bloggie that i have, english version. lol. is this the stuff by super-lame person? yes i am. life for me, just like a broken winged bird that can't fly. can't get the freedom that i wanna, even i am already ciaoo to my prettayy high school. aha let's smile, this is my life. accept accept accept. but sorry again, mama you need to know i am not that great. i'm lying on a soft touch bed, closing my eyes, hope that great feeling will smash everything. but hell yeah, fail. i am holding loss, nervousness, fear, emptiness, and tears. the year contains lots of great, huge challenges. those traumas made me mature day by day. no one can grab him from me, no one allowed to compete.

p/s: ms.a found a biggie secret. a new couple! muahaha :D anyway, all the best!

taadaahhh.
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