you're my heart, you're my soul.

wawww why life just like freaking bored? just spent about thirty dollars for some magazines and a novel. they are my favourite tee-heee! suddenly get a flashback about my past 2010. there's too many highlights and lowlights within my life. i met a crazy sick girl and she fucked up my whole-year life. she's just fuckin' sick since primary school and let me feel unwell. too many guys kept talking about the reason was she envied that i'm prettier than her? muahahaha. yeah you get it, if yes. the sweetest memory was the time i being with my boy. celebrated his 21st, our 3rd anniversary, mid-autumn festival and the new year eve. and i met his coll's friend, vincent teoh zing keat. he's just too nice in talking and presence, and thanks for your treat for bbq-plaza. :) suddenly have some sick feelings about my life. when should i continue my education, work, marriage, babies? life's just too crazee. once you get happiness, once you fall from the top. so ego, is the anti attitude in my life. everything just can't going smoothly, for sure. this-is-lifee! needa some great things, but i knew that they are actually not working. just too sad but you know, undeniable. darling, you are my perfect man, husband at all. the great feelings of glorious and bizarre is the time you caring of me, hugging me and kissing me. miss the time when i lying in your arm, tearing the same time, talking bullshit and honeystar. i'm just love the way you are. kayy, gotta bed and have my baby novels, waiting my sweetheart doing revision. so, all the best to you darling and may god bless you.

                                         nah, they accompany me right now.
                                                    sweet dreams everyone!

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