take a deep breath , baby ash .

whaaayyyy? i'm hyper-exhausted but can't fall asleep? lying on my princess bed, but just keep thinking of some hella thingy. oh seriously damnnn! busy cleaning my new house because has an event on 21st, friday, my beloved sister's adulthood birthday. but that's all are okay for me, just mama keep talking shit out there, keep bebel! damn, i seriously don't know what she's wanna. maybe she's not enough trust me? hehh whatever.. i'm feeling effing sick being here. but just because my beloved sister, i stay. i tried to make lots of surprise during her big day, tried to grace the house, preparing foods, karaoke. seriously, i'm good in design. but mama why you have to stopped me and make me feel sympathetic? what the heck you want actually? tell me straight okay? i know you're busy in working, but i didn't need your help or beg you something what. anyway, tell me. just tell me what you want, your feeling. i will always be here for making a perfect ending. =)

- darling, i miss you so much. D:

-ashlynn. via